Amendment; Please know I am not speaking about one person it's a culmination of years. Also, I do not have ANY anger or resentment towards anybody. It's just where I am right now and realizing how alone I truly am. Sometimes you just wonder why but never get an answer.

I've never felt more alone in my life then I have the last couple days.

A silence that is deafening.

It's an amazing thing when you realize just how much nobody cares.

And they shouldn't (or don't have to,) everybody has there own path to walk.

How busy our lives are and how quickly we shut each other out.

You know I've experienced more persecution and hatred from the hands of Christians.

Everything in my life is so pathetic and messed up. I'm pathetic and messed up.

I've tried to be a friend and sister and have been crapped on so much I don't know what it is to have either anymore.

I guess that's it...

Deborah